Sunday, July 13, 2008

i think im a damn loser lah. just because i felt bored and like no one to talk to, i just feel like coming online to see who is online, and who will talk to me.
walao.
i can tell you right now, studying is damn tiring and boring. its totally draining my brain cells like what the **** and i currently feel like dying. cos im such a loser who cannot even resist the temptation to even come online



LOSER WTF.



damn vulgar i know
but
im going crazy from chapter 3 history.
it takes me like 2342341234134 days to memorize one damn chapt. or rather, a few pages
super ultimate loser.
wth






but im happy cause.......
today's piano prac was GOOD! as in, there's an improvement being made. so ya.
but actually, nothing much to be happy about cause there's the prelims coming up for the next 2 weeks
its like carrying a whole load of baggage.
the weight is killing me.
i just feel like dropping dead on the ground and lay still.




and another thing is:
im damn horrified by my english. the lack of vocabulary words and the short forms yada yada, i want to die.
=.=
it makes me feel damn disgusted.
makes me want to puke.




im super stressed up for the upcoming prelims and i dont need you to flare up at me for a reason just because you've got not enough sleep. im totally pissed at you for just scolding me for nothing. so you think im in the wrong , and you- in the right? you are just being unreasonable.
cant i play with you? wth. you sound as though i owe you a life ytd midnight. wth.
i promised ill never drop a tear for you anymore. ive been there for you every single time you needed a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN THERE FOR ME?!
come to think of it, i think i am just plain dumb to have loved you for 2 + yrs, almost 3. its gonna be our brother and sister relationship anniversary soon. and. I DOUBT YOU WOULD EVEN BOTHER OR REMEMBER. well. this is so not the time to go and think about you. but i must say, YOU REALLY CAN SPOIL MOOD AT THE "CORRECT TIME" huh.
i think ive been a very nice mei to you all these while. but. have you been nice to me always?


my anger for you never last.



havent seen a chunk of words at my blog for a long time?
hur.




HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CLARA CHOOOOOOOOOOO!
=DDDDD I LOVE YOU!

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